i think i am going ki siao
everyday's tiring
school during day
homework during night
i think im suffering from lack of sleep
oh well gotta get used to it
everyone keep saying its a most impt year
i wanna do well..
dont wanna disappoint my parents
cos they were always so nice to me
i would be guilty if i let them down
yea then the tournament
losing sucks
winning sucks too, esp if its a lousy one
maybe its the nerves, but its a stupid excuse
hais
the images just kept repeating in my mind
making me cringe
why i made so many mistakes when i could have avoided it
oh well
dun think i'll play again le..
so good luck to the rest
jiayou! ur can do it!
silence is golden
silence is deadly
silence is awkward
awkward is super awkward =/
i really dont know le
dont know what exactly is it that i want
dont know what to say
its hard to open up to anyone
...
i should forget
before it happens again..
last.
